Imagine you meet someone and immediately notice something peculiar: he incessantly claps his hands. The next day, you realize that once again he is walking around clapping his hands. As this pattern continues for several weeks, you assume that he must have some kind of biological disorder, forcing him to act this way. You begin to get used to the strange behavior, accepting this boy’s nature. One day, as per usual, you see him clapping his hands. Suddenly, the unexplainable happens: the boy stops clapping his hands, looks right, then left, waves at you, and then goes back to clapping his hands again. Your first response is absolute shock; a moment later, you begin to realize the fascinating truth: this boy doesn’t have a disorder, and he isn’t being forced to clap his hands. Every moment, he chooses to clap his hands. Once you witness a brief moment when he chooses not to clap his hands, you know that the clapping has been in his control all along. This connects to a profound idea developed in this week’s parsha, Va’eira.
We are complicated beings, living in an exceedingly complex world. Many people become overwhelmed by the intricacies of life and choose to live within the confines of simplicity rather than attempt to navigate the tumultuous path towards the truth. Yet, those driven by imagination, curiosity, and a higher will choose to embrace the complexities of this world, seeing the true beauty behind the nuance and sophistication of the Torah and our universe. Those striving for the truth constantly question the nature of the world we live in.
In parshas Va’era, Hashem reveals Himself to the world through miracles and makkos. The laws of nature are broken, the impossible becomes possible, the unfathomable, fathomable. But to fully appreciate and understand the meaning of a miracle, we must first attempt to understand nature itself.
The idea of nature is a wondrous and enigmatic concept. After all, what do we mean when we refer to the natural? Naturally, what goes up tends to come back down. Nature also causes rainstorms, hurricanes, tornadoes, and appears to be responsible for disease and illness. We tend to give nature credit for most of what happens in this world. However, any thoughtful Jew should be troubled by the concept of nature. If Hashem created this world, then how are we meant to approach nature? Is nature independent from Hashem? To answer these questions, let us take a step back, and begin with the fundamental starting point.
At the end of parshas Boh, the Ramban (Ramban Al Ha’Torah- Boh 13:16) famously delineates the three basic types of disbelief in Hashem. The first is not believing in Hashem at all. One believes instead that the world has always existed, without any creator whatsoever. After all, when you look around, do you see Hashem? You can’t see, hear, touch, smell, or taste Him, so how can you know that He exists? Such questions have caused many to reject the existence of Hashem altogether.
However, there is a second category of disbelievers, people who are willing to accept Hashem's existence. They look around and witness a world that is so exceedingly sophisticated and beautiful, and therefore conclude that there must have been a creator who designed it. Just spend a few days studying human biology, and you will marvel at the wonder and brilliance of a single human being. However, this second category of people claim that once Hashem created the world, He left. As a result, Hashem is unaware of anything happening in this world. This is referred to as the watchmaker theory: once a watchmaker creates a watch, it runs completely on its own.
Now, there are a number of reasons why people would feel abandoned and adopt such a theory: First of all, as with the previous group, we cannot see Hashem in a revealed manner. It’s seemingly logical that if Hashem is an all-powerful and perfect being, He is above dealing with the finite and limited world that we inhabit. Furthermore, when you look around the world, you see so much pain, suffering, bloodshed, and sickness. Even worse, these terrible things often plague tzaddikim, while many risha’im seem to live such peaceful, sometimes extremely pleasant lives. Why would Hashem allow this to happen if He were running the world?
Within this group, others mistakenly think Hashem is like most human beings, who start a project, eventually tire of it, and move on to something else. They claim that after creating the world, Hashem moved on to some other project or interest, leaving us abandoned in the universe. These are just a few of the reasons that this second group of people claim that Hashem has left our world to the random and coincidental occurrences of nature.
Finally, the third group claims that Hashem didn’t leave this world, but is rather limited and weak, unable to intervene with the events in this world. He knows what’s happening in this world, but remains passive. This group claims that Hashem might have been powerful enough to create the world, but He isn’t powerful enough to control it. Thus, they question Hashem as an all-powerful being.
The Ramban continues to explain that the events of Yetsias Metzrayim disproved all three of these heretical perspectives. By performing the ten makkos, kriyas yam suf, and redeeming Klal Yisrael, Hashem shattered each mistaken paradigm, all at once. Beyond revealing the fact that Hashem exists, knows what occurs in this world, and is capable of intervening, Hashem also revealed His all-encompassing power. Through the miraculous events of Yetzias Mitzrayim, Hashem showed His control over, and ability to uproot, the laws of nature. However, the question then becomes: what is nature?
If you take a moment to introspect, you will find that almost everything in this world involves a cause and effect relationship. The world seems to abide by certain rules, with very few exceptions. Why does the sun rise every morning? Why do seeds grow when you plant them, give them water, and proved sunshine? Why does time always move forward? How does a complex human body maintain homeostasis? How does such an intricate planet maintain homeostasis? When you take a moment to ponder these questions, you can’t help but wonder: “What is causing all this order?” Of course, the answer must be: nature. So this brings us back to our original question: what is nature?
Rav Eliyahu Dessler explains that even those who dobelieve in Hashem have different ways of understanding nature. These differences in understanding correlate to three distinct levels of belief.
The first level relates to those who completely believe in Hashem’s existence, but also believe in a concept called nature. While Hashem may have created nature, it is a self-governing, independent entity that maintains this world. Hashem is a transcendent being and exists beyond this world, while nature is the mechanism that governs our physical world. Typically, such a person believes that if he abides by the rules of cause and effect and works hard, he will be successful in life. Of course, he still realizes that Hashem possesses ultimate power and can intervene to overrule nature at any point. He will therefore daven to Hashem with tremendous kavanah: “Please don’t interfere and mess up my plans”. This person believes that everything runs naturally unless Hashem decides to interfere. Rav Dessler places this as the lowest of the three levels of belief.
The second, higher level of belief comprised of those who believe that Hashem directly causes everything in this world to occur. Like a person writing with a pen, Hashem has complete control over nature, and uses it like a tool. This results in a much greater appreciation of Hashem’s presence in the world, as one recognizes that everything that happens in life comes directly from Hashem. Accordingly, one’s experiences in life take on spiritual relevance, and “hashgacha” occupies a prominent spot in your vocabulary. However, this person still views nature as an entity distinct from Hashem, merely used as a tool. As such, one must ask: Why does Hashem need a tool? Tools are only necessary when you can’t accomplish a task yourself. You only need a pen because your finger itself cannot write. So is Hashem Himself limited, in that he requires a tool called nature?
The third level, the highest level, is one that requires a developed understanding of Hashem and His relationship with this world.One who attains this level understands that nature is simply an illusion, a mask for Hashem’s will. In fact, nature does not exist as an independent identity at all. What we call nature is actually the actualization of Hashem’s will. Hashem is complete oneness, and therefore nature isn’t separate from Hashem at all. Rather, nature is just a term we use to identify the seemingly routine events of cause and effect that we witness each day. Just like thoughts originate in your mind, and come into fruition through action, Hashem constantly wills everything into existence, and everything in this physical world manifests as a result. Thus, this world is really a reflection of a much higher reality.
This third level is the one presented by the Ramban in the same passage we mentioned earlier. He explains that the open miracles during Yetzias Mitrayim revealed to the world that nature itself is really a hidden miracle.In other words, there is no fundamental difference between the astounding miracles and wonders Hashem performed in Mitzrayim, whereby He uprooted all the laws of nature, and the extraordinary wonders Hashem performs every single day. There is no template or natural system called nature. Rather, Hashem wills the same wonders into existence every second, to make it appear as if there is an independent system in place. We simply refer to these constant miracles as nature. In essence, the only difference between open miracles and nature is the frequency. The miracles of Yetzias Mitzrayim occurred only once in history, while the miracles of nature occur every second. Just like the boy from our opening story, whose momentary transition revealed that what appeared to be his nature was actually his constant will, the same is true about nature itself. Let’s be inspired to see past the mask of nature, to find Hashem in every aspect of our lives, and to recognize the miraculous within the natural.
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